RustySteele's Xanga

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Wed, 18 Oct 2006 13:39:15 GMT

still the luckiest guy ever, though my luck or happiness, or whatever has increased a billion fold. *sigh* I miss her...

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 22:41:41 GMT

i'm the luckiest guy ever

Friday, October 06, 2006

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 17:57:51 GMT

i totally wish i had internet at the Lakehouse, it probably would get me to update more. but anyway, we, SECAA, rock everyone faces off, and the improv communicaque (not a word, i know) still continues.

Awesome.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 14:07:48 GMT

I feel great. Everything seems to be going quite well in my life. I do need to do some stuff for Dur and write a better paper in Hist. of Sci. and Tech. and write some stuff for my internship, but those are minor things.

I have great friends, a kickass house, great (though non-paying) job, a loan, great major, everything is, you guessed it gggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreat. I think i've finally gotten my self-confidence back, not only as an actor but in life. Granted there are still some ghosts that need to be faced, but i think i can do that when it comes.

Have a good day Xangaland.

peace, love

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 00:46:06 GMT

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

I'd yell louder if i wasn't so sick. and the space bar on this computer is pissing me off so peace

M

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 23:16:41 GMT

Funky Monkey. Oh yeah.

M

Monday, September 11, 2006

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 13:54:29 GMT

Everything does kinda blow at this moment. Between ghosts and new chances and lost loves and new loves and no money and half a dozen other random bananas, i'm at my wit's end. No, scratch that, i'm WAY beyond my wit's end, i ran past my wits, left them in my dust. I can't remember the last time my wits and i had a nice glass of tea together. I sure do miss them. Anyway, yeah I know that one day i'll meet somebody or am pretty sure, it's just looking pretty bleak.

[M]

Friday, September 08, 2006

Fri, 08 Sep 2006 18:15:18 GMT

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

I'm such an idiot. However, i'm not the biggest idiot(s) around. Oh no, some people can't realize exactly what they're giving up. You want to be sad and depressed? Fine. Do you want you want. I'm tired of telling people to stop taking what they have for granted; you want to ruin your life, go ahead. Is love really that important? Is THE ONE really that important? Who knows anymore? It's probably too late for me, but not for some. Suck it up! What the hell!!!!!! I can't describe the disappointment and anger and sadness i feel because of all this. Whatever. Another day in the life of a simple monkey.

[M]

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 01:24:32 GMT

wow. life.

life is like a crotch punch. i don't think i can be any clearer than that

Monday, August 14, 2006

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 18:50:09 GMT

Wow. this whole being responsible and a productive citizen crap is hard work.